Believe the Impossible
I almost didn’t go.
All day, my anxiety was doing that thing where it pretends to be “logic.”
You’ll be tired.
You won’t know anyone.
It’s not really your scene.
By late afternoon, I was already half-convinced to stay home. To choose the couch. To choose safe.
But then I had a moment of clarity that surprised even me.
I told myself:
I have cancer. I’ve been through much worse than this.
I am stronger than anxiety.
I can do this.
So I went.
The chakra dance was held in a small, cozy space—wooden floors, sage in the air, drums, candlelight. It was warm (like, actually warm—the heat was blasting), but I was near the door and felt comfortable. Barefoot, grounded, surrounded by people who were there to move, not perform.
And something shifted.
I stopped thinking about how I looked.
I stopped narrating myself.
I let my body lead.
I danced because it felt good.
Because it made me happy.
Because my body wanted to move.
That night became the heartbeat of a new song: “Believe the Impossible.”
The song isn’t about pretending everything is okay. It’s about choosing to say yes anyway. Saying yes to joy. Yes to movement. Yes to beauty in your body—even when life has given you every reason to shut down.
There’s a chant in the song that came from a moon card I pulled that night: Believe the impossible.
At first it felt poetic. By the end of the dance, it felt physical.
This song lives in that space between fear and trust. Between anxiety and courage. Between the moment you almost stay home—and the moment you step through the door and realize you’re still alive.
If you’re in a season where trying something new feels terrifying…
If your body has been through a lot…
If your nervous system tells you to shrink…
This is your reminder:
You are stronger than you think.
Your body knows the way.
And sometimes, believing the impossible starts with dancing anyway.
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Listen to Believe the Impossible on YouTube https://youtu.be/ZLj2bsiz8Nk?si=WJWWR1PnO_dE8fBE
